I never really realized how hard all this school work is hitting me until last night. Totem came home around 11PM and went straight to bed. She had to. Her work needed her at 6AM the next morning... What hit me was that I haven't really seen her for 5 days now. By seen I mean do more than say hi and bye. Outside of sleeping, we haven't been able to spend any time with each other... I've been at work, or she is out with her parents, or I am working at school on a project, or she is babysitting our nephew, or whatever... We're never around for each other anymore...

Of all the BS that goes on with life, this is what I am regretting the most...